Lost: The Prelude

I guess you could say today that I'm a loner. I feel extremely alienated and lonely and afar from what our world is. The world doesn't seem real right now and I am not here right now. I don't know when I will come back or if I will come back any time soon. Right now, my mind is so out of it... Nothing seems like it's real. It all feels like a lie and I feel numb to everything. I can't think straight and I can't find my way out. Everything is dark when I think. I feel like I've lost my way through all of the stress and the thoughts flooding my mind.