It kind of breaks my heart looking at old things on my Facebook. How things used to be and how stable things were living with my grandmother; now it just seems like I have no relationship with my mother's side of the family. Like, no more dreaming of getting away from them, but now I AM away from them. And I know it breaks my grandmother's heart that I left. But there comes a time that you take life by the horns and own it. YOU own your life. Not ANYONE ELSE. And even though it hurts to see that things went downhill, I know I am happy now.
It was not necessarily my grandmother's fault. I blame most things on my mother because she tried to take away everything that made me happy. It was time for me to move on with things in my life.
I am now moved out, I have graduated high school, and now I have an amazing family that I live with.
No more dealing with tedious issues with my family.
Luckily, my other grandparents on my father's side fully support me and let us visit my hometown to see everyone and get a break. So I still have some support from the family.
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