Sunshine

What am I living for?

Is this reality or my dream?

I end up on my knees most of the time

Just a way of hope and continuation

But when I wake up from this

Will I remember last night?

Or am I just walking in the same place?

I can pray and pray for things to go right

But what do I have when I lost my sunshine

My sunshine and only sunshine

To make me happy when my skies are grey

When I stand alone

Am I a statue

Or just a turtle on a highway?

Am I facing my reality
Or just a blurred line?

Our Obsessions

Please don’t talk to me
When I’m too gone to remember
Please don’t love me
I can’t talk all through November
It’s funny how an asset
Becomes a part of you
I can’t seem to love me alone
How will I love you?
How will I stop myself from falling apart?
When everything is gone
I’ll be alone in the cold
I don’t want to think about what it’s like
To smile and turn away
When I've inhaled too much
I don’t remember it again
And everything is spinning
When I don’t think at all
I won’t think of you
I won’t think of your smile
I’ll think of the green mile
I’ll think of my spoiled heart
Turned to a chunk of coal
My future rearranged and my smile as well
My drugs and alcohol
My dreams and eyeliner smears
My love
My want
My needs
My life in your hands!
My pieces left to break
And crack to a pile of ash…

Don't forget...